University.
At this time I had already finished. Should I have my beautiful and triumphant piece of paper hung in plain sight in your living room. I probably would not be helped. I'd probably also to the PC, maybe in a studio to do practicum, underpaid for 12 hours a day. Certainly I would be proud of myself. No, and I know I'll never know.
I know that I have chosen differently. I took the easy way out, I dropped everything and I got carried away by events. I adapted to the life he has chosen for me and I stopped to decide, to plan, thinking only of me.
But then, somewhere there is still me, there are still things I can do and above all there are still those that I already have. There are those who tell you that it is never too late to start and then there are things that change. Things that do not come back like before, but always changing and sometimes, just as you would like.
in full sail with the wind behind it can no longer live scuse.Però devrei I do not know what to do, to go or who picked up a bit as muovermi.Ho 'imagination, a little' strengths and some 'courage. I picked up a little 'healthy selfishness and I am determined.
I rewrite the university.
Upload I introduce myself as a rocket on the ground floor of the University station. Through the front door with a room feeling in my knees, I keep my eyes down and pray in turkish not to meet anyone who knows me completely. I do not want to talk to anyone or give explanations to anyone, are gone overnight from those corridors and I really do not like to say how and when to anyone. Then maybe I do not rewrite, which I have fallen all the tests already done and I'm not going to start all over again. Put that the survey does a bang, not make it. Put that there are problems. No better not to meet anyone.
I go straight to voicemail. The Beer garden is strangely deserted, and I find that coming soon? What the Students that time has changed from March 1, is closed. And the site did not say. And the site was not updated. And I went up to it at all. This is a sign. What the fuck. Ok, it means not to be done. Never mind.
University of cabbage, I come to join and you make me find the office closed.
Then, fate, events and everything around us lose out a hand and are just there this morning. In front of the University. I look at him. Maybe I look a moment to see if it is open. I look only if there is a row, walk away. I look. It is open. There is no row. Vado.
There is a lady so low that as soon as I can see it from the window of the door. He is kind and tells me everything I need to hear. She gives me advice and tells me to return in late summer. That everything is in order and that in September "you can get back on track." So I said, you can get back on track, like a car that went off the road and time begins to run.
I went out by the University with a stupid smile and 3000 thoughts. Actually I have not concluded anything, I could still draw back, but I will not, back in late summer and I subscribe for sure. I would like to meet someone and say "hey you know that since September, I go back?", "You know that from September back on track? It is not to say, I'll seriously. "I have not met anyone.
I called a friend who told me "you're crazy, good cross," and then another that said "you're great, you can do it!" Balancing the 50 to 50 my fears and my expectations . And I'm telling you. And then I'm saying to myself like a mantra to catalyze all the necessary strength to believe more and more. It begins again. Not like 3 years ago, more than 3 years ago. It begins again.
Ps: We take advantage of the bridge this weekend and we go along in Emilia Romagna to eat gnocchi, and tortellini tigelle good, so good party unity at all and do not forget to wave strong flags to celebrate!
Blondie - One Way Or Another